The fact inside me!

I quit and I felt dull...
Not in the mood, I did not want to bother anyone, so not having any written for a while.

One day you find no messages.
I am in the moments that make me sad, perhaps!

A month later, I got a new offer. Working far away from Brisbane at Mt Isa Hospital I did not expect, but now there I am. It could be a new challenge and some kind of learning process I have never, ever dealt with, starting everything from the very beginning, including their ways to manage, the protocols I need to follow in the pharmacy and the assignments I left off in Brisbane that need to be caught up, then! In somehow, I have been in a state of confusion, sort of a state of pressure unexpectedly haunting me 24 hours a day, seven days a week; they will never stop, and they will never rest...

Any news, any good that just exists, in its own ways to show me the path I reckon, to guide me where I could be, indeed! The darkness was over as I turned the corner, doing something again and again. I would take a rest as being tired of it sometimes, and morn often, I was lost! All of which have not had enough clues to give me ideas of what is going on, especially something invisible but I cannot ignore its existence. I have to be patient! Patience is a kind of high merit. Just acting as a kind of person who has been taking things seriously, and seeing things not for granted. Seeing the insights, walking around; and further, a merry-go-round running off my mind from time to time, that I assume is good, anyway!

You guys are willing to guide me, aren't you?
Just at times, I do not expect much...