Friday, February 17, 2006

Before go, go, go...@*^_^%!!

晨曦的調子﹙一﹚

   微風吹擦著窗外窗內
夢裡夢外 一晚間早上換來
一堆堆凋黃枯落的碎葉
  魚肚白的晴空
鮮濡濕活的空氣正在游離
穿越窗櫺於我的心房
  盪漾溫存成一新的希望
這是緩和心靈日子的獨白
隨焉落在街上的行人們
 奏喚的心弦附和顫動

自己的生活跟著別家人們的生活
   沉掉失落在黑漆的環境中
襟前懸掛著為社會繁榮的旗幟
努力在為別家人們的生活裏
扮演這扮演那稱職的角色
真的是自己的目標麼   


晨曦的調子﹙二﹚

地下車裏擠懨靜息 屏著氣的人們
逐現無數浮離空中的黑瞳
唧唧咕咕…喳喳唧唧咕咕……
 車廂停下大門敞開了一道口
 簇擁而成一道洪
 陡地溶進新的領土
我是其中的一動員
游離分子與壞份子
相互迎面的一條對流
我和你和他 他們和你們
碰擦成 咯吠咩哞唧喵嗥

 泥濘內鑽冒探頭呻吟爭亂的蚯蚓
綑綁情感的呢喃
在乾癟的皮囊裏
縱發拚勁但動作遲緩
 抬問青天
靜待久侯而來的一滴蓬萊甘露

 我們騰然進入對端的廂子
在黑拱的隧道中央重疊著路軌悍衛衝刺
束縛情感的冷空氣
凝固了自己的盔甲
縱發拚勁但動作遲緩
 探望長空
靜待久侯而來的一滴蓬萊甘露

.....................john ho
第一稿 3.9.98
第二稿 22.9.98

Friday, February 10, 2006

My first poem!...before go, go, go...

索 ‧ 乳白

八月十八日   和煦
下班的街上 徜徉解構 
 在人潮中鑽  燜熱
汗濕 黏附著百褶的襯衣 
模糊掉失的眼  探索
 吊高的眼 等同吊高的嗓音
  雜亂 肅剎的
瑟縮 僅餘的空間中
    竄動  潛藏的鼠域

廢置氣罐 遺忘的紙箱  
吱吱嘰嘰…
  乳白軟綿的 一圈一圈地 轉
慌亂的四兄弟 接著目光一線連著的步速  碎碎的
 蹌住  佇立 看在眼裡虐滅而錯落 糾纏
補償與平復  吱吱嘰嘰…
踮著小小的足趾 兄弟輪著在叩見 打團

淺笑的梨渦 裂縫中洩漏氣味
  在乳白軟綿中之間  追逐流湍
人潮  霹靂啪勒   躡入…
吱吱嘰嘰
 乳白繞縈心窩 徐徐吸一口
體受著 屬於同一天空下的
         溫暖空氣

..........................................................john ho
20.8.98下午六時三十分完

Monday, February 06, 2006

LO(oo)Oking for somewhere else!!













Hey! I have been upset recently, not particularly, for a single matter or two...many unfairness happened to me, in fact. My career seems to be ruined and stuck in some way, that is the result of discriminations or something; they'll never give me chances to deal with the customers at the pharmacy. They set me up wickedly.

They have been trapping me, intentionally hired someone, me responsible for Webster-packs, I have, therefore, become a stupid person doing works in a small room alone. Complaints didn't help, speaking of Pharmaceutical Society of Australia, it didn't work, either; speaking of my preceptors, they trapped me as the cheapest labour to do the work no one liked, Webster-packs, there are more than 170 packs that need to be finished within two, or three days on alternate weeks; indeed I spent more than four days to finish them; I cant't do it faster than I did! Their request is ridiculous. Just wonder how I can be a qualified pharmacist at the end of this year. They'll never teach me.

I learnt something valuable in the past. Of course, the only person being able to guide and navigate the progress of life is my patience and strong will to survive. The fact is that they are not competent to be preceptors to train and lead new graduates to succeed. They would only asked me to do something factory-like works...they meant to as they are so mean!!...business men have no conscience.

I am wasting my time...though still keep an eye on the market.
It doesn't seem very promising, the positions have all gone as the training program has also begun.

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